and so my journey begins once more. after suffering for 3 months in tekong i've successfully topped that by being posted to sispec. hopefully i get a good posting after that and these two years will go by. but for now, let's see where this takes me, because although i've suffered, i feel like it's for the better. i want to see how the best would be

i never meant to hurt you. but im so fucking sick of this as well. why would i react if not for your constant fucking selfishness. i guess i saw this coming a mile away but didnt know how to act. i handled it wrongly and for that im sorry. but take a good look at yourself as well. i have and i know how fucked up i am. maybe its time you realised something bout you.

i did love you

i dont think i know who i am

say what you need to say

but from me

i'll think of you

it'll take some getting use to to pick up my phone and seeing the screen empty

empty